<3...Father in Heaven...it hurts, this pain inside of me. There are moments when I feel as though I can hardly breath. He has to leave, I know it's what is right. But my tears want to escape and, them I constantly fight. I avoid his eyes, and try to be strong. I close up, even though I know it's wrong.
He's the angel God sent to me. The protector of my family. He is my daddy, the one whom I look up to and love more than life itself. He's who I go to when I need help. His shoulder has been there to catch my tears, during all of these years.
His blood does not run through my veins and we don't look the same. But I am more his than anyone elses...
You must leave, but I know you'll return. While you are gone there are things I will learn. I'll be okay, but I'll miss you more than ever. But the bond we have, will never sever...<3
"I am alone in the world, and yet not alone enough to make each hour holy. I am lowly in this world, and yet not lowly enough for me to be just a thing to you, dark and shrewd. I want my will and I want to go with my will as it moves towards action.
All I want, in those silent, somehow faltering times, to be with someone who knows, or else alone. I want to reflect everything about you, and I never want to be too blind or too ancient to keep your profound wavering image with me. I want to unfold. I don't want to be folded anywhere, because there, where I'm folded, I am a lie..." --RAINER MARIA RILKE--
I'm an 18 year old girl who is taking life, one step at a time.
What does my blog title mean? Let me help you out :)...~Unfolding~ = "To reveal gradually by written or spoken explanation; make known." ~Endurance~ = 1. "The state or fact of persevering: 2. Continuing existence; duration." Welcome to my blog about my Unfolding Endurance....